No one likes a quitter... and she comes across as just that. The going gets tough... so she gets going, literally. She was brought to this country and given every opportunity to succeed, took advantage of those opportunities and now that things going ah li'l rough she riding out. Not only that... the rest ah black people cyah just get up and leave, dem have to fight thru it. She eh trying to help make things better in whatever way she can, she taking the easy way out. This is precisely how an American would look at her and if she was a Grenadian who did this in Trinidad the first thing a Trini would'a say is "see... that is why yuh shouldn't let dem ungrateful small islanders in we country in de first place."
Every body eh have that kinda fortitude bakes.
some ppl have fight and some ppl don't. that's why it have folks who does go nuts under very little pressure, and some who does commit suicide.
not every body build like that, especially for soldiering. some are warriors, and some are not, and in the mix are also gardeners, builders and farmers.
take me for instance, i consider my self ah trooper, but now and then i does wonder "what the fack i'm doing here amongst these loveless ppl?"
sometimes i does get the urge to just pick up and run and go live in one ah dem smaller islands where i could sleep with my windows open and leave my car door unlocked and don't have to worry, a reality where ppl live simple laid back lives.
i does often wonder why i can't just go and live on one ah dem greek islands in the middle of the mediterranean, or maybe even little dominica or st kitts and just farm and have ah peace of mind, which my only ambition right now, and all i want out of life in all honesty.
i tired of the rat race! but i have three yutes who need me right now so ah stuck in this jungle for another 15-20 yrs God willing.