Just cool where the heck were you living and working ?? That you built up so much hate ,yah should leave the states jed head back home ,I would if I was you ,no diss .Oh and I don" t tink u have the market cornered ,you might tell us trinis how it is ,but your trini ...not American,you been free for almost two hundred years .So a real black american will ,just look at you and smile ,for sympathising.But they don"t walk around with that much angst .
Listen man. i have no shame in my game. i'm in no position to move back any facking where right now. financialy or other wise, and i don't think i will ever live in T&T again, to be quite honest i don't want to. no body left me shit in trinidad and i aint shit in trini anyway. when i go to trini i stay in a hotel BC i dont have a base there, but i'm working on a base else where. you ask me about where i worked and lived susgesting jokingly that iam an angy fella. well i know i am but who cares, my anger does'nt hurt any one, and as buju banton said, cercumstances made me what i am. I was homless, physically abused as a child, i came from a rough neighborhood. even growing as a teen ager i was pushed aside by middle class folks who thought they were better than me. i remember going to the race track with my older brother who was a groom to help him with his horses on race day. i saw all the rich white ppl, the serians and french creoles in owners & trainers living it up.they were mean and condisending to us the workers who did their dirty work and they treat us with scorn, we could'nt even go at the door for a brief second even if we needed the trainer, we had to wait out side like a couple of dogs who could'nt go into the house, and hoped that he showed up by chance.
now mister i ain't making no case about your happy disposition, i not wondering, why dude so lax ? i glad some body could enjoy what ever life has to offer. every one differant in the life, some men like to kakle and some not in dat. for me life to serious for the whole heap ah kakleing. positive.
Damn....that was not joking breddren,I honestly wanted to know where the f**k u living,under them conditions jed !! Any way nomatter where you from yah amoung friends now .Welcome to our little home away from home partner
