For the life of me I can't understand why Giggs brother would want to go back there..
Rhodri Giggs: Cheating rat Ryan took all I hadhttp://www.thesun.co.uk/sol/homepage/news/4062868/Rhodri-Giggs-Cheating-rat-Ryan-Giggs-took-all-I-had.htmlWorn ... Rhodri Giggs is still reeling from Ryan's affair with Natasha
Rhodri tells all of Ryan showdown
STAR has never said sorry but callously insisted: It was just sex, nothing more.
By LEIGH HOLMWOOD, RICHARD WHITE and EMILY NASH
DEVASTATED Rhodri Giggs believes jealousy drove his soccer star brother Ryan to steal his wife Natasha.
Rhodri, 34, said she was the one thing he had that Ryan, 38, lacked.
The Man United ace had an eight-year affair with Natasha, 29.
Rhodri still struggling to come to terms with the affair is convinced the United wing legend just had to be competitive even in love.
He said: "He took Natasha despite him having everything and me nothing. She was the only thing I had and he did not - so he took it."
Rhodri now cannot wait for his back-stabbing brother to retire from football - so he can watch his beloved Man United again.
He revealed he can no longer even bear to watch the Welsh wizard play on TV.
Rhodri was a regular at Old Trafford, where Ryan is the most highly decorated player in English football history and adored in the stands. But he has not been to the stadium since he found his brother had bedded curvy Natasha.
He told The Sun: "I used to look forward to matches.
"Now I look at the team sheet to see if he's playing. If he is, I don't watch. I can't wait for him to retire.
"Knowing someone who has been your hero for most of your life has been sleeping with your wife just hurts too much."
Rhodri recalled that Ryan was marked out as special from childhood because of his footballing ability.
He said: "When you watched him at 16, he was head and shoulders above everyone else. He was born to play football. I was very proud of him when he signed for Man United at 14."
Rhodri is a £400-a-week player-manager at semi-pro Salford City, while Ryan is on a massive £75,000 a week. But he believes Ryan's success at a young age made him think he could do as he pleased.
He said: "He had a company car at 17. Ryan thinks he's untouchable, most of those footballers do.
"He did this to me because he would get away with it."
Rhodri said when he confronted Ryan last year about his betrayal, he categorically denied it. He even asked to heal an earlier rift that had stopped them speaking.
Rhodri recalled: "He said to me, 'We need to be brothers again, we have never been the same since we became so competitive against each other'.
"That made me think, 'Are you jealous of me? I don't understand. Look at me compared to you. I think you won'."
Holding back tears, Rhodri said: "When we were kids we were inseparable.
"I looked up to Ryan and I still did until last year. But not any more."
Rhodri served a 4½-month sentence in 2001 for assaulting a Manchester City fan who was abusing him for being Ryan's brother.
Ryan never visited him inside. Then he presented him with a £25,000 motor on his release. Rhodri said: "I think it was guilt."
He said Ryan once gave him another car, a Toyota he won for being man of the match - but took it back after they had a fall-out.
Rhodri added: "He gives with one hand and takes with the other."
The brothers have not spoken since early July - four weeks after the affair was revealed.
The Sun revealed on Saturday that dad-of-two Ryan - still married to Stacey, 32 - has yet to apologise. Rhodri and Natasha are trying to rebuild their relationship for the sake of their two children.
And Rhodri said of Ryan: "He wants to be brothers again but wants me to do the sucking up - like everyone around him. He's selfish. Whatever suits him, he'll do."
NATASHA Giggs hopes to rescue her marriage to Rhodri, she said after being booted out of the Celebrity Big Brother house.
She is said to have spoken to Rhodri on the phone hours after her eviction on Friday.
After arriving back in Manchester yesterday, Natasha tweeted: "I love Rhodri and we r working very hard."
A minute later she wrote: "On a 'friendship' right now, that's as far as it goes... I don't know what will happen in the future. I am just glad we are on the right track."
On Saturday she posted: "Read The Sun today and love him sooooooooooooo much, believe what u read ."
